Once again

darling don't cry i know you miss not being alone.
i saw you fall apart when i left home.
the look in your eyes told me you where just pretending to be strong.
i know you wanted me around, but you just had to prove me wrong.
i cant say im not happy just being away.
but id be lying if i said i didn't miss you day to day.

i remember the way you laugh, the way you cry the way you taste.
and i cant seem to forget your beautiful smile that's going to waste.

there's an envelope in my desk in the drawer farthest to the right.
it holds the letter that you wrote for me when i left you that night.
you sent it a week ago but i received it just yesterday.
it says how much you missed me in these three years that ive been away.

so now im feeling heavy emotions that this time i cant seem to hide.
maybe we can start over if we both forget our pride..

peace always,
watsonTM~

life flashes befor the end (final thoughts)

(FINAL THOUGHTS)

hands shaking. he reaches for his last cigarette, takes a drag.
deliverance is quick, but he's still feeling sick. there's a lot on his mind,
everything's alright but he'll never be fine.

some how he knows she'll leave him tonight.
he'll wake up alone in the bleak of the night.
he knows when he needs it the most.
there will be no one there to hold him close.

rubbing his hands together to fight the cold,
he loosens his tie, he starts to feel old.
his only son just made 21 he left home on a whim
and never looked back to see him again.

now his heart is feeling loose,
it might fall out of his chest.
he looks to the sky, he knows he's in distress.
stubborn to the end, hes smiling he refuses to cry.
maybe its easier just to die.
he's smiling he refuses to cry

peace always,
watsonTm~