dont be lonley anymore

here i am waiting for you with so much anticipation/ hoping in my heart with so much trepedation/ feeling constant cravings always to hold you in my arms/ spilling all my words, hoping you fall for all my charms/ call me whenever you need me, ill drop everything to see you/ and if you help me pick them back up, ill promise never to leave you/ Oh and even if id never say it, with my actions i do implure/ i wont allow from this point on for you to be lonley anymore..

guts

the fucking fun has just arrived/ so how do you do?
i know i look fairly prestigious/ but behind these clothes I'm fairly fucked up too/
no ones perfect, perfectly wearing nice leather shoes/ but we're perfect imperfections when we're breaking all the rule/

i got this habit of breaking free/ after all the shit Ive seen/
i met this girl recently and id love to get inside her or somewhere in between/
see I'm not perfect/ and this desire is probably just a one way thing/
this unprecedented desire/ leaves behind infatuated dreams..
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if you cant live without me why arent you dead yet?/ swore that you've loved me every since we've met/useless ass promises that have only been broken/ empty fucking words that should never have been spoken/ telling white lies when you shouldve of been choking...


unfinished-

peace always,
watsonTm-

Once again

darling don't cry i know you miss not being alone.
i saw you fall apart when i left home.
the look in your eyes told me you where just pretending to be strong.
i know you wanted me around, but you just had to prove me wrong.
i cant say im not happy just being away.
but id be lying if i said i didn't miss you day to day.

i remember the way you laugh, the way you cry the way you taste.
and i cant seem to forget your beautiful smile that's going to waste.

there's an envelope in my desk in the drawer farthest to the right.
it holds the letter that you wrote for me when i left you that night.
you sent it a week ago but i received it just yesterday.
it says how much you missed me in these three years that ive been away.

so now im feeling heavy emotions that this time i cant seem to hide.
maybe we can start over if we both forget our pride..

peace always,
watsonTM~

life flashes befor the end (final thoughts)

(FINAL THOUGHTS)

hands shaking. he reaches for his last cigarette, takes a drag.
deliverance is quick, but he's still feeling sick. there's a lot on his mind,
everything's alright but he'll never be fine.

some how he knows she'll leave him tonight.
he'll wake up alone in the bleak of the night.
he knows when he needs it the most.
there will be no one there to hold him close.

rubbing his hands together to fight the cold,
he loosens his tie, he starts to feel old.
his only son just made 21 he left home on a whim
and never looked back to see him again.

now his heart is feeling loose,
it might fall out of his chest.
he looks to the sky, he knows he's in distress.
stubborn to the end, hes smiling he refuses to cry.
maybe its easier just to die.
he's smiling he refuses to cry

peace always,
watsonTm~

the thruth is goodbye

sorry.. i should've told you we were through/ all this time you thought it was you/ but i've already found someone new/ this is goodbye in all truth/ but dont you cry you'll give yourself away/and if you did id have nothing left to say/ well its not my desire to leave you here all broken up/ but as fate would have it thats just our luck

peace always,
watsonTM

these words will never hurt you {short poem}

Were all bound by words that never seems to hurt you/ but dammit ill curse you/ and hope that it hurts too/ but you'll stay strong whatever I do/ and with you my words never hold/ they always slip through, no matter how cold...

peace always,
watsonTM

Nothing left to say

We're here and there's no one around.
Her whispers in my ear ring out loud enough to hear. And when she left,
it felt like sudden death. the way we departed so quickly left me sickly
without breath. Her touch is like sudden awaking to me, and you see, its
not that hard miss her, when all I want is to kiss her. What's worst
there's a time here specifically for breaking hearts. It hurts here and
there and in any other parts. We've landed somewhere completely out of
the way, and I'm sure you can guess there was nothing left to say.

peace always,
watsonTM

All the Broken Things

Here's a TOKEN for every promise BROKEN
and every lie ever SPOKEN, every word I've ever CHOCK-IN,
ON that never lasted as LONG, as my REGRET
and i'd BET there's nothing left to LET,
GO and if you KNOW, why cant you GO any longer
just to SHOW, you CARE and your AWARE,
of every mistake you've ever MADE
and with these mistakes every card you've ever LAID
down on the TABLE, to pick them up whenever you were willing and ABLE,
each time never thinking what it'd mean to ME
and all the things you failed to BE
not to mention all the things you failed to SEE...

peace always,
watsonTM

A Memory of the Former you.

Here a memory of your face frozen in delight/

Flickering sparks of happiness glisten in the light/

Aspirations of your former self here stuck like glue/

A sickening and constant reminder of the real you/

Every day you move forward leaving behind your past/

Times moving so slowly but still it never seems to last/

And while you’ve lost yourself here in all the depression/

It’s been a long time but the pain didn’t lessen/

Are you still looking for inspiration? /

Well you can find it anywhere/

Love’s a great place to start but love’s never really fair/

Tell me how you’ve lost all your cares and all your dreams/

How life appeared before you and it’s never really what it seems/

peace always,
watsonTM

Memories (lyric)

Memories, I cant forget about you
Memories, I cant live without you
After all these years, I’m thinking about you.

Memories, please stay with me
Memories, like your towering over my head.

I left my love, and left my love behind
hoping to find her in time
Just beyond those doorways
Just beyond mine

I left behind my heart
I hope to find in time
I’m holding your hand
And your holding mine

Just beyond those doorways
Like the old days
They wont stay away
And I’m keeping them dear to me

Memories, I cant forget about you
Memories, I cant live without you
After all these years, I’m thinking about you.

Memories, please stay with me
Memories, like your towering over my head.

peace always,
watsonTM

Waiting

Ive kept it all this time/
i really wanted to let it go/
ive kept it just for you/
i really wanted you to know/
ive never found anyone more special/
noone any more deserving than you/
noone quite as beautiful/
who's gone what you've been through/
all this time ive been waiting/
been waiting here all alone/
ive been here quite a while/
you should see how much ive grown/
i guess im doing this all for you/
although you've never seemed to return/
if you'd come and where'd you'd gone/
was never really my concern/
this place is lonley somtimes/
with all this darkness in my heart/
i wish you'd come back for me soon/
i really cant stand being apart./
i know its impossible id ever see you again/
you've gone and passed away/
with only a few words between us/
i still have so much left to say...

peace always,
watsonTM

To find what your looking for..

you seem like your looking for something.
i wish i could help you find it...
now where do you think they'd hide it?
and what does it have inside it?

just let me try
ill make you feel whole
sweet breaths of life into your soul
an awkward happiness no one can control

do you see it?
let your eyes grow wide
let your heart beat faster, there's nowhere to hide
let it touch your skin, and let go of your pride

oh we found it!
is it soupose to feel like this?
it feels so good,the feeling is bliss
oh it only starts from here, and ends with a kiss..


peace always,
watsonTM

Questions and Answers About a Love Memory

how many times can i send you a suprise/ counting each one as a bundle of love/ consider it fate each one of my tries/ every short answer and every long lie/every tear to fall from your eye/ all the joy in your heart and sun in your sky/ how many times can we meet/ and each time can we embrace/ each time kissing your face/ your words are fluide, and ive never forgotten the taste/ every story has a begining, it must/ and each one seems to end with us/ every thought that resides in my head/ and all the places these thoughts have lead/ traveled across this plain called "love"/ proving its always you that im thinking of/ when is the last time you pictured my face/ hoping the image would never erase/ and did you hold my images as grace/ sheletering them away in the safest place/ and do you mind if i might ask/ can we still revisit the past?/ and if i reach out to touch you, will it last?/ or will it all be over too fast?/



peace always,
watsonTM